DEALING WITH DEATH

Right now your nana and her father 'papa' are both only weeks away from passing it would seem. You are also aware that your great grandmother 'mama' is not doing well either.
You have been handling it al lfairly well on the outside. You have cried from time to time about nana, usually when it's bedtime. How deep inside this is all effecting you I can only guess. I try to be as there for you to speak your mind as possible.
The other day at dinner you said "I'm not sure yet if God exists. But if he does, I wish he would space things out a bit."
I didn't know whether to laugh or cry at that so I just smiled and agreed with the concept.